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Thursday, May 30, 2013

lack·a·dai·si·cal


I've never been this idle since I got myself into the world of WAHMs (Work at Home Mom). You know, given the time I save from commuting to and fro, I should have the liberty for a hobby or something.

Okay, I do have a hobby but it's not as strenuous as before. As a matter of fact, it doesn't even require to move a muscle. lol

When was the last time I actually worked up a sweat? Or tried something new? I used to be soooo active. I was once a football player, a dancer, a mountaineer. But now? Now, I am exhausted. Exhausted for doing nothing. I fear that my thirst for thrill and vigor has slowly gone away. :(

Right now, (yes, in bold uppercase letters) I TERRIBLY MISS:

Cuts, bruises, and injuries. Even I can't believe I miss being injured;

Getting kicked in the shin, then drop and roll on the floor in pain. lol;

Adrenaline rush;

High altitude, steep cliffs, mini-heart attacks and that feeling of falling down;

Cursing the sun for being too hot but loving it at the same time;

Burning calories while trying not to burn too much because I don't want to lose weight. lol;

Resisting Coke because I have always believed they affect my cardio endurance (it didn't matter if it doesn't);

Catching my breath;

Our coach's punishment (duck walk or knee-to-chest, anyone?), jog-sprint intervals, or the dreaded Cooper test;

Late night dance practices. Plus balut with spicy suka afterwards. (16 days lang manong ha);

Pressure;

Our choreographer's/captain's bawling and nagging, and the never ending routine polishing;

Muscular fatigue. Sa bisaya pa, PAMAOL;

Winning. And even losing.

I miss the feeling of being so alive. I seriously need a physically exhausting hobby right now and get out of the doldrums. I want to bring back my old life, a not-so-sedentary lifestyle. I need something that can awaken the sleeping dragon in me and reignite the flames of my passion.

I want to breathe fire again.
After our night football game with my buddies (not seen). Circa 2010


8 comments:

  1. so emphatic talaga ang peg. What's holding you back Sis. Gora na..

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    1. drama lang. tinatamad ako, that's what's holding me. hahaha

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  2. I'm surprised that you miss those things (or are you just being sarcastic)? Haha.

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  3. Aww. I feel you! I so miss the times that I get exhausted by doing physical activities. I am n0t a WAHM (not a m0m yet). In fact, I work in an office setting but I feel like a couch potato. haha.

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  4. i am exhausted for doing nothing too! haha i am WAHM as well though i dont have a job really. just a plain wife and very happy though i feel for you that SOmetimes we needed those times that we're alive and be away somehow.

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  5. Hahahaha....relate much. I am also just like you. A dancer and a runner, but when I become a mom I stop doing that. Well occasionally I am into dancing just in our house and running if I have the chance to join FUN RUN. That's it after that my usual routine turn into BORING LIFE. Hahahaha...but I tried to make my LIFE worth living so I decided to blog while managing my net cafe.

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  6. Go!! Go outside of your beautiful house and live like you're in your happy days!!. What's holding you back in doing those kind of things mentioned above? :))

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